Just the usual.

Heartache. I surround myself with positive music. Read the bible. Yak to God. Scream shout cry if I need to but get it all out. I suppose it's creating a safe environment to get all your crap out to God in. It's opening up to Him. Making yourself vulnerable and trusting Him with your life. Your heart. He speaks to you thru His word, music on ucb and other places, whatever He has to hand I suppose...even the side of a bus or a wagon....a rainbow :-) But it's always positive when He is specifically talking to you. If it's not then it's not Him. He wants to draw you close,  not push you away. Sometimes we end up breaking ourselves when we run blindly in the wrong direction. Quite the opposite to:

 Your word is a lamp for my feet,
    a light on my path.
Psalm 119:105

We need to take control of our thoughts. We can choose whether or not to see the glass as half full or half empty. We can let our over thinking negativity eat away at us or we can choose not to think about stuff that upsets us, especially as we make it up in our own heads. It is a probability in our eyes but NOT a fact. We need to speak positive words over our lives and think positive thoughts. The change in our worlds start within US, not anyone out there. Despite how we feel it is also a FACT that God hasn't given up on any of us. He loves us very much. He has great plans for us. We need to trust Him. Can't trust someone you don't know? Get to know Him:


You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Jeremiah 29:13

Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.                                                            

John 8:32

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